to sum up, in a lot of words.

Melt in me, and I’ll melt in you,
It crept up on me,
A shadow unknown,
With the verve of a tragedy,
A feeling I’d forgotten
You revived the lore,
I wasn’t quite paying attention,
Until you carved it unto my soul.

Innumerous city nights,
Blinding city lights,
On and off they flicker.
On and off I shiver.
You aren’t the reason
I weep till I sleep
And I don't grieve,
Just so you may be the reason.
I breath on, I bleed on,
And I see your skies.
And the bliss,
Of a love once loved.
Believe me,
It’s amazing to be alive.

The electricity is gone,
It’s just another dark city
A thousand reasons yet none,
Will confine its profanity.
The silence isn’t appealing,
It’s a city I’ve begin to hate,
I’ve been acquainted to it since ever,
Yet my attachment to you fades.

My Pillar of hope,
My angel of faith,
You have wounded my soul,
Why am I filled with hate?
Solace I have lost,
And the irony of it all,
I was cast away,
By my very own.
Frayed and dismayed,
In a world I’d barely known.

I’m struggling to rediscover the life
I’d known as mine once,
To stand upright with the same pride
To laugh like a maniac while you dance.
In this heap of head and feet,
Wishing this time its happiness I meet
A little humbled, a little wiser,
I am ready to live again,
Not entirely in a blur, now
But in a full blown picture.

I sound desperate don’t I!
Magnificent it seems.
I’ve Read it out as a fact.
In simple lines,
Easy to be understood
Life couldn't have been simpler than that.

May 24th, 2009