So.... should I write about dreams.....’
I think I possibly dream every night......every night I enter a world that happens to be a creation of my sub conscious....breaking over the norms of smaller worlds into bigger ones.... it cuts over some of the elements of reality into the illusion..... and suddenly I know I am sure I know its real......almost real.....i just donno the people who are living it....
Through me....
I have some kinda misty wind following me...... therez nothing too scary about it except for the fact that it is chilly........
Cold... as if someone has sucked life outta it..... Life... ;) I never thought it was alive....but im sure I wanted it to be...... so yeah..... this wind.... every time it comes near , I feel as if someone has put the nozzle of the vacuum cleaner on my head...and is sucking out all the happiness outta me.....leaving me with only dread, screams in my head....and a churning kinda sensation in my stomach...... twisting and writhing around on the floor... in agony.... I pick myself up... the voices screaming in my head, the scream of death...
I run ...i run randomly.....the mist, she laughs at me.....a devilish laugh....
Having fun seeing me this way, eh?
Hmmm......so I run....slowly picking up speed.....i turn over my shoulder and sneak a quick glance at her, sheez gaining in on me... I don’t think I have a chance tonight.... it’s a dark dark sky..... no clouds...... no stars......the moon alone.... a full moon..... is everyone hiding behind him.....are they scared .?..too scared to see what may happen....?
I run as far as my legs can take me....im shorta breathe.....im taking in long breathes.....coming in wheezes.....(probably my head is buried in d pillow again and im strangling my self with it...)......hell!....someone please help me...... this whole running sequence has been happenin too often now.....
At the edge of a cliff I stand....well the never ending pit on one side of me.... the snooty life –sucking bitch on the other..... and I m stuck in between....as in every other time I have had this dream.....im standing and standing......the valley down below is dark.... and I think I can hear gushing water......
And this silly wind is blowing into my ears......
Stone and water....water and stone....
Bone and laughter.... darkness shone...
On the blood red stone..... and the green water....
This icy throne calls you
Touch my hand ...touch my flame..
Bring your kin...soft and tender
Join me in eternal slumber.....
Play this game...and I’ll save you from shame....